getting it out
There’s this person I hate. Badly. I think that person (TP) is the only acquaintance of mine I feel this way about. It’s quite unreasonable, but it’s eating me from inside and I just need to get it out.
TP didn’t do anything wrong, really, it’s just that that some of TP’s actions upset me so much that every time I hear TP’s name, I get a blazing hot knot in my stomach. And anything I might be enjoying at the time gets marred by the mention of TP. It’s hard for me to even talk to someone who mentions TP.
I hate TP so much, I can’t tolerate the fact that TP exists and that we used to get along quite well. Hate hate hate, despise, detest, am disgusted with, hold in contempt – hate! I hate TP’s guts, I hate it that TP likes me and keeps trying to talk to me and be my friend. I can’t even write back to TP or answer TP’s simple questions.
I will never tell TP that, because there are people I do like whose lives TP is a part of, and whose feelings I don’t want to hurt. But God, I hope I’ll never, EVER see TP again! And oh, I don’t want bad things to happen to TP, I just want TP out of my life and out of contact with everyone I know. Sheesh, I don’t even feel much better after writing this. Argh, HATRED.